I need to become more pro-active with blogging this year, seeing as its going to be so crucial in terms of personal development. I'm talking about the big move back to America. Lately I've been going over, and over it in my head, weighing the pro's and con's of moving because it's not a decision I should take lightly. At the moment I've come to the conclusion that I'm definitely going to aim to go to university there, in fact I already applied. That way I will have 4 / 5 years of normal living to really get the feel for it again. Upon completion of university I will look at job offers, obviously aiming for whats going to make me happiest / richest and then I will try and base my existence in either Florida or Baltimore, preferably both when I can afford it. In 2002 I decided that Florida was "the" place, the place where I felt happiest, but I do realise you can't live your life in a 5 star hotel everyday.... at least until you become and insanely rich person (I'll aim for that too). Since 2002 nothing has changed.

Then of course there's Baltimore. It has a promising university course, promising uh... social aspects and other things. Renae says its beautiful there, so I intend to visit and come up with a conclusion myself, although I'm 99.99% sure that I'm already in love with it. Omaha is going to be a temporary move, for the purposes of saving money only as I need to get a job to support myself first, preferably lifeguarding in my spare time. I estimate that I will live there for a year before transferring to Johns Hopkins university as long as we can afford to move into the apartment that we all want. At the moment 90% of me is saying move and 10% of me is saying but you will miss your family here, and then I have the argument that its not like I will never see them again, and it's my own life and I need to do things for myself. But of course any decision worth making is not easy.